Your welcome! I guess I don't see being a BL as a curse anymore, although it does have some unpleasant aspects. Believe it or not, I am quite shy in a crowd too. I have no problem performing in front of people, but when it comes to just approaching someone and starting a conversation, I am terrible. I'm especially shy with boys, unless they make the first move at conversation. THAT is something I really hate. I don't know how many times I've wanted to strike up a conversation with a boy but was unnable to because of my shyness.

I will pray for your family, by the way. And you have even more of my respect for wanting to fast with your Hypo...um, I forgot what you called it, but I think I know what it is. Beleive me, God understands and loves you for your prayers.

With Love in Christ,
Chris