Psh, I no longer have a fear of that. You should have seen some of my posts from my time before this. Want some more info?

(CK if you read this no offense if I steal your idea lol what can I say, it was good!)

I am older than you think
I am married
I have a daughter
I am in complete and utter financial ruin
marriage is in shambles
I am prone to depression (and suicidal at times)
I am Jobless
I am unable to find work for 1.5 years (not even freak mcdonalds or walmart)
I did not get the job I was hoping for this past week
This semester I am failing in a class because I keep getting depressed
I wanted to stay where I am to finish degree
Instead, am contemplating moving this summer
I can't get Govt aid as it would REQUIRE me to quit school
I am a conservative confessional Lutheran
I am am good at knowing/understanding scripture
I go to church on a regular basis
I have a saving faith
My faith is prone to crashing when I get severely depressed
I know my faith is weak and desires to do something about it
I turn to God frequently because there IS no where else to turn
I have a lazy/procrastination streak that utterly drives me insane
I have a tendency to do stupid things at the wrong time
I blush easy
I want to be liked
I have a major self-esteem problem
I am overweight
I sometimes sabotage myself because I think I don't deserve to be happy
I find girls sexually attractive (girls rule, boys drool Nyah! hehe)
This both abhors and fascinates me
I have learned to accept it in myself and no longer as God to remove it from me
I am completely against Child Pornography
I believe that sexual contact with an adult will bring emotional harm to a child
I am firmly in the 100% no sexual contact with minors, ball camp
I do not see just black and white
I can empathize easily
I cannot tolerate seeing pain in others
I believe this society of hate towards MAAs creates too many unsolvable problems
My wife knows my 'secret'
I have come out to some of my friends
I am a recovering porn addict (again let me state, the legal variety of porn)
I fell off the wagon this past winter
I am again clean
I plan to stay that way with God's help
My shame at falling back into porn was what kept me away from CBLF
Cat knocked sense into me and God brought me back
I like comic books, cartoons and just sitting and watching people go by
I can't think of anything else

So yeah, if anyone wants to do a profile on me, go right ahead. I am not at a point where I am not afraid. I have done nothing wrong and I have nothing to fear. Hell I don't even speed. Besides, my life is already in such a sad state, NOTHING could make it worse. It is not a challenge. I have come through too much, seen too much for me to care.