Chris,

Bro I can't tell you how much this post blessed me.
I can relate to this feeling of joy at having spent time with a boy you admire.
I shared your experience with my wife who admitedly saw it as a good thing, but became confused because she has trouble understanding why God would make us (or allow us) to be like this (ie: attracted to boys).

Gosh, I just HAVE to believe that we can do this whole boy thing in a pure way.

I struggle to see how something that brings such joy and energy ... such utter extacy... can be EVIL!

God help us.
Cat.