Blackstone encouraged me the other day to "be a man" and as a result I have decided to fight for my marriage and told my wife so.

This weekend has been long and healthy talks with my wife the end of which is that we have decided to put the whole thing to the Lord in a 7 day prayer and fast.

For any of you who want to join us I would be much appreciated for any prayer (and fasting if you can).

Our goal is to have God show us His will for our marriage and future together. Further, for me, I need God to provide me the ABILITY to do His will... cause at the moment I don't feel confident at all in that area. If He wants me to be married... and I'm pretty sure He does... then I need the ablity to give my wife sexual love that is not tainted by fantasising about boys.

I'm feeling very scared of all this stuff.... mostly because I don't feel ABLE to do what God seems to be asking. But I figure He wouldn't ask me to do what I cannot unless He was going to provide the way.

So please guys... in lots of ways this is decision time for us... prayer.

Blessings
Cat.

PS. There are a few things going on around the board that I'm also putting to prayer in this fasting time. Youth's situation, Nash's health, Aaron's job... etc