I want every poster on this board to know that we all deal with this problem and want to overcome it. I am older than most people on this board and I want you all to know that I also had thoughts of ending it when I was young. But, I have overcome all and enjoy life so much that I am so happy to still be here. Life is good. You must accept what you have been dealt and deal with it. Once you have found acceptance within yourself you will appreciate everything about life and about those beautiful boys. God has given us this appreciaton. Appreciation for BOYS. They are beautiful. I can't stand hearing anything about any of you wanting to end it all because you can't deal with it. Acceptance is the key word. I live this way, and I am so happy in life that I will wait my turn in returning to the LORD.

PEACE, all brothers.