Or I swear I will figure out a way to bring you back just so I can yell at you for an hour or two. Hey man, I know things are bad, but there is no reason to be thinking of doing yourself in my friend. Doggone it, you know I'm always here for you. You know how to get ahold of me. If I find out that you go and do something crazy without even trying to get ahold of me first, I will be highly upset.

I have been at that jumping off point a few times myself, and I know how it is. I was like that when I was sitting in jail and a few other times besides. But I also know that as bad as things were, I managed to hold on, if only by my finger tips. So if I can, you can too. You are in my prayers daily and I am expecting God to do something really good for you.

HANG IN THERE!!!!

Love,
Chris