"*Those mortals we love age so quickly."

ok yes

"*I hunger for my love and am driven to seek him out."

This is true to all living beings. We attempt to seek out that which we are attracted to, straight, gay, BL, GL, anything else.

"*When I try and deny my love the drive becomes darker, more sinister, and more desparate. I could, if I let myself give into it, indulge some very dark passions."

Love CANNOT become dark and sinister then it is not love. The thing you are talking about is your sex drive. If you do not release it somehow it will get stronger until you burst, ie orgasm in your sleep.

"*I have the power to charm the mortals I love. They crave what I have to give them, they are drawn to me and I can easily win their love."

It is easy for BLs to get SOME SOME SOME boys to love them because we will give them what they need and often don't get from home, love and attention. I see this as a good thing not bad.

"*If I reavel too much of my hunger to a mortal I wish to love one of two things can happen. He can either want the dark gift or become terrified of me. If he wants it then I have the dilemma of potentially nurturing the drive in him."

How many times must I say this? NO NO NO I am not saying it is a good thing but sex will not make someone's orientation change whether adult or child. Ask Cat he can tell you that having sex with his wife did not make him straight. Of all the things that would happen to a boy if you did something sexual with him it would not make him a pedophile or gay. If he was either of those things it was not because of your actions.

"*Those mortals we love and drink from may become one of us becasue of the drink we take."

Se above. NO NO NO. It is no whether you mean sex or non sexual relations with a boy. No boy I have had as a yf, all non sexual, have ended up being pedophiles.

"*There are amongst our kind wholesome creatures who love mortals and seek to do them no harm... but there are also among our kind vile monsters who take their drink with no regard for the mortal they take from and on occasions take his very life."

This describes all of humanity so yes pedophiles are included in this.

"*Regardless of the last point, the mortals think that we are all monstors for being what we are. Most of them hate us... some of them hunt us... and often, even those we love, mistrust us. They struggle to beleive that we can worship the Son King and be what we are."

People hate me and think I am a monster simply for my thoughts I know this. If you choose you can fall for this fallacy and believe it but I choose not to. When someone calls me a bad name I don't sit there and agree with them. I will not allow somone to lower me to their status.

"*Possession of this dark gift gives us a certain wisdom and insight that others, who have not known issolation and ostracisation, do not possess."

Yay! this is a good thing.

"*And finally, Mortals are always looking for a 'cure'. When the reality is that we will always be and have always been here amongst them."

Yes true people have RECENTLY started trying to find a cure for pedophilia. How does the seeking of a cure mean that we are diseased and monstrous?


As I said above I refuse to let anyone villianize and mostrocize me, you or anyone else who hates me. I am attracted to prepubscent boys and sometimes think others look attractive but am not attracted to them. I have control over my own actions. I am not a monster and neither are you. You may continue to believe you are but I refuse to be degraded to less than a full member of humanity and a child of God.