I am absoulutely projecting my own weakness.

This is the area where I struggle... IE: not being honest with myself. So of course that is the area I focus on.

I'm sorry Kristian if I was out of line with my comments. I didn't mean to accuse you of anything.

It really is a matter of: I have stumbled here and I just want to use myself as an example of warning to others. If it doesn't apply... feel free to ignore me.

Blackstone, I also appoligise to you if this post offened you. I see your point about "who am I to doubt someone's word"... will try to be more respectful in the future.

Blessings
Cat.