I juz love a boys company, & nothing makes me feel more alive & full of energy. I'm considered a brother by one kid (who'd I can probably say is my best friend) & his family have sorta adopted me as a member of their family too. We do so much fun stuff together, from bike rides, playing chess, playfighting, writing music/songs, to making Sims. I'd protect him with my life.

One issue however which I'm unsure on how to deal with is that he's admitted that any physical contact between us (playfighting, if he's upset & I put my hand on his shoulder......... likewise if he achieves something & I put my hand on his shoulder, gives him an erection.
It doesn't phase me out in the slightest & I just accept him for however he is, but my concern is that it might be confusing him.
He's 12 (almost 13), I'm a 32 ADHD Peter Pan (who when I buy alcohol have been asked for ID even at my age).
Personally I enjoy the physical contact from playfights coz it's something which makes me feel accepted. I don't get an erection from it, but I do love the kid, with all my heart. It isn't sexual attraction, but his company just makes me feel good (like a 'zuzzed' fuzzy warm feeling all over). I've NEVER felt like that in ANYONE elses company..... EVER!!
Everyone where I live just accepts our friendship, & because they know me & how I'm like a kid anyway it's not questioned.

My only concern is that if he is getting sexually turned-on (an erection sure is a good indicator LOL), should I be concerned?
It doesn't bother me in the slightest, which might seem weird coz if it was anyone else it DEFINATELY would. Only this evening I poked him on the shoulder for being a smart-ass & he lightly punched me in the crotch (exclaiming "I could feel your dick"), the next second he told me he had a hardon. Like I said, it doesn't bother me. If anyone else had done it they'd have had a black eye. It didn't make me feel turned-on, but just sorta neutral.

I appreciate that some people might take advantage of a kid in this situation, coz he'd be up for it.......... but that isn't me. My role is as protector, brother & mentor.

Any comments would be appreciated.

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