Came home from work to a peaceful house tonight. The upset of the morning blown over. Cat now finds himself sleeping in another bed but still in the same house with his family. She and I really are best of freinds...and talking does the world of good.

It's horrible that things are as they are. That I can't give her what she most wants.

I'll tell you this much... At church on Sunday God really spoke to me about cleaning up my pic habbits. That even though they aren't illegal or sexual pics and such a small collection (less than 10)... yet they are not appropriate. Shritless boys that sort of thing. And I KNEW what He was asking me... and I hesitated... tried to put it off. But when God says "its time"... then "its time!" and we had better listen. I didn't and then this blow up happens.
I made sure I took care of it today... and I come home and find my house peaceful again.

I thank God for His mercy. And I thank you all for your prayers.
Cat.