you a sign. This looks like a sign.

In talking to my bro pedos, I often have occasion to cross my fingers, making a sign-language letter "r," and bang it on my forehead, meaning REALITY CHECK. Reality hurts when you bump up against it; fantasies are much more pleasant. Now you're at a turning point where you have to decide whether to
go deeper into the fantasy or to come out and start dealing with reality. Be experimental, try both. Declare your love to the picture of the boy; declare your life to your wife. See which works better.

So, what are you feeling these days? Rage? Disappointment? Confusion? Relief at seperating from a relationship that's gone unpleasant?

*sigh*

Up to you, Cat. What are you going to do now?


---Didaskalos