Can anyone else relate to this, & if so do you know why is it?


I have a flat, & I've had lots of different people come round to visit. Now, most males that have come round when they use the bathroom miss entirely, & so I'm the one who has to clean up when they're gone. What I've noticed is that if that visiting male is an adult then my bathroom feels almost contaminated & I end up cleaning the entire room (juz in case they sprayed anywhere else), but if it's a boy then I juz clean the seat & floor (if their aim is that poor) and don't have any feelings of contamination.
A female slept over a while back (a woman) & afterwards my sofa (where she slept) felt contaminated. Boys don't make my place feel contaminated. Even if one of 'em threw-up on my carpet I'd juz clean it up (without feeling sick doing so) & have no worries.
Can anyone else relate 2 this?
It might be OCD related as I have adult ADHD (OCD tends 2 come along with the ADHD package), but on the other hand a boy might be a reflection of my inner self (pure, untainted (a virgin), & clean......... yes I am all 3).

NEVER have or will I EVER do anything sexual with a minor. Those rules are well & truly established & I know that if I did the slightest thing I WOULD march myself down to the police-station & tell them EXACTLY what happened (it might sound weird, but I am compelled 2 do so).

Make sense 2 anyone?

Kristian


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