You contradict yourself.

First you say:
For instance, I do not believe God accepts boylove, but maybe it is just a whole misunderstanding of the word boylove. To ME, boylove is nothing more than loving boys.

Then you say:
How can anyone say that boylove (which by MY definition is the attraction to boys, or in other words, a temptation of, but not confined to, lust) is sinful? A temptation is not sin.

Which is it?

I will make the best of it, and I will not act upon it. I will use it for good, because there is good in it. I believe I can care for boys and girls very well. I LOVE kids, I love being around them, I love teaching them. I believe God gave me a gift of loving and caring for children. Am I going to let Satan tear that gift away from me because of some attraction? An attraction that the Bible CLEARY states I can overcome. No, I am not.

I think most of us agree with you on that. Many of us are actively involved in ministering to children in some way, be it secular or spiritual.

So you see, to me, all this arguing... it is not worth anything (I'm not saying everyone here is arguing). What is it worth in the long run? I don't mean to degrade this forum in anyway, but I think that instead of being here, instead of being on the internet period, I should be in the word of God, I think we all should.

Sorry, but I think that's a bunch of nonsense. God doesn't want you to be studying the word every waking moment. If you were to really to do that, you would have to retire to a monastery and live life as a monk. It's ok to spend time on other things you find helpful or enjoyable as long as you prioritize things properly. It is either helpful or enjoyable for us to be here, so there's nothing wrong with being here as long as we put this forum in the correct priority.

But guys really, the only thing we should be worried about is our own relationship with Christ. People will more than likely never understand us, and maybe I am just being a negative person, but it is true. But our relationship with Christ is more important.

I agree with this. But it isn't the purpose of this forum to try to make people understand us. Of course our relationship with Christ is more important.

All this depression, all this hate, all this loneliness.. everything, Jesus can fill every void, just give him the chance.

Speak for yourself. Not all of us are depressed, lonely, or filled with hate. I know I'm not.