Well today.
Today.
Ahh... today.
My feelings are shattered.
And i can't cry.

I have lost a young friend, for good.
It hurts.
Mostly because i can't move on.

Everything that happens, i can't suck it up and move on, and instead of tears, i get a temper.

I made a promise, with or without my young friend, i am moving on.
I guess i just wasn't ready for the "without" part.

It sucks not to be able to cry.
I am turning into an emotionless person.
And the saddest part is, i lost him to the three words i hate most:
"I don't care".

Heh.... wow.

I don't know if i do either.