I believe in the Gnostic text. So, I am a Christian in the sense that I believe in Christ teachings, but I do not believe in the Bible and it's perspective of Christ. I believe the Bible has been tampered with too many times, and that the true teachings are no longer there for us to appreciate. The Gnostic text on the other hand includes the Gospel of Judas, and as many of you know it was Judas who betrayed Christ. Well in the Gnostic text they believe that Jesus asked Judas to betray him so Jesus could ascend. That's one of the many, many, many, differences between the Bible the the Gnostic text. I do believe that we all have a purpose in life, that we reincarnate, and that eventually everyone will find their true calling and ascend into heaven. And my heaven is different than the Bible's teaching of Heaven. If you've ever heard of the Celestine Prophecy, you'll have a better understanding of what I'm trying convey as far as heaven is concerned.

Whew, hope that makes sense!

You are the first pedo thread we've ever had.

As far as attraction to men: I find both men and women attractive. You could say I was Bi, but I don't find them equally attractive, more like 70% women, 30% men. I don't find boys or girls attractive because they are not my equals. In a mate/partner/significant other I want them to be on the same intelligence level as me; I want to talk about government, politics, philosophy, work, thier childhood, my childhood, art, evolution, ect... And with a child they couldn't give me the debate and the conversation I crave. I know that many adults can't give me that either, but for reasons other than age. I want someone I can relate to as far as life experience. I don't want to raise my partner, but I do want to grow with my partner. As far as physical attraction, I like curves, I like a belly, I like some meat on my partner, and I like someone that is taller than me. I'm 5'5, so it isn't that hard.

I hope that answered your question.