The only thing I ask is that you don't ask me about the other board members, everything else is fair game.

That's okay. We're pretty used to getting such information on our own.

What I do with my daily life would probably scandalize the pacifists on this board.

and to be fair I will be answering any questions you may have for me. I will be as honest with you as you have been with me.

Okay. I've got one.

What the fuck kind of chain of equivocation, insufficiency, or other thought procees can make a person think it is "funny" to concentrate 1.3 billion people on the sole basis of actual and percieved status - i.e., for no fucking reason??

'cause I've tried to understand the pathology... and I routinely fail. I've tried dropping MDMA and surfing the sites of hate groups just to see if I can understand such an alien point of view enough to have some form of compassion - it just made it less possible to honestly believe that they're serious.

I can understand it on a raw hardware level... the insufficiency of the raphe nucleus. The inadequate levels of dopaminergic activity in the basal ganglia. The inhibition of the prefrontal cortex by consistent excess of corticosteroidal levels... it's architecturally classic to the work begun, I believe one of the first studies was by a man named Allen in the 1950s, but don't have the reference in front of me.

The presence of a conditioned feedback loop between the amygdala and hippocampal memory which succeeds to replace direct observation with a conditioned stereotype not in existance is a matter of direct observation. 'n the reaction you got on your own board shows the usual case, that "Extremist terrorism targets moderates, intimidating and silencing the center."

...but all the knowledge of the history, tactics, molecular biology, and neuroanatomy of bias crime and genocide can not make it make any sense.

So, yeah. Since apparently you think that the 90% of violence against children and youth occurring in the home by a heterosexual perpetrator should be ignored in favor of building 2-foot-by-2-foot standing mass graves for well over a billion innocent people to no particular end - tell me why this makes sense. Tell me how the hell this managed to happen again in human history?

And please don't mind if I keep asking questions of your answer. The easy answers all presume that the listener is already a fully-devoted true believer, and if that was the case, I wouldn't need to ask.

'cause, yeah. The answer to the question doesn't matter yet. My duty's to clip down anything which tries to kill my race, not understand it... but I ask myself every day, when we are free, who will be next?

'n so I'd really like to know the incomprehensible, if you'd be so kind.