I mean, if you cant do you-know-what with a boy, what can you do?

Ninja is a boy who posts at BC. He keeps posting crazy videos to try to get our attention. Our webmaster asked him to try and WRITE about his feelings, so we could have a better relationship with him. AND HE DID!
Ninja, if he's a real boy at all, is 14ish and comes from a Hispanic background. This is meant to be an example of preaching the gospel in the native language: corazon de mamacita = "heart of the little mother." It's not as "scratchy" to Spanish ears as it would be to say to an Anglo boy: "You have a Mommy's Heart!" La Verga de papa = the rod of the father. Authority, but also you-know-what.)

Heres Ninja posting about his confused feelings,
and then the Didaskalos reply.

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Ninja wrote at length. I mean, this is like Ninja writing a Ph.D. dissertation here.

Well maby but also i like boys and some that a lot smaller then me i look at them and think they so cute and want to hug and hold them and things you know. but they younger then me does this mean i am a boylover i dont want to hurt them never whould anyone who whould want to i think is bad its bad to hurt anyone.

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(Didaskalos replies...)
Hey, NINJA!

I was just kidding about hitting you on the back when you were choking...but I had to GET YOU BACK for burping in our faces on camera. I mean, we do think boys are cool here, but come on! MANNERS are good, too!

I really liked reading your long post. I can feel you struggling with the English, AND struggling with the different feelings, so I appreciate that you're working hard to talk to us.

Are you a real boy? I don't think a money-maker would have the time and energy and heart to post about stuff like you do. You've been posting here for years; I think it's time to give you a break. (Jimf3, there's GOT to be easier ways of making money than what Ninja is doing!)

Seems like you have two big things going on inside you:

CORAZON DE MAMACITA & VERGA DE PAPA.

When you see little pobrecito kids, then the CORAZON DE MAMACITA fires up, and you want to hug them and love them and tell them they're special.

But you're at an age where society is putting the knife in you and cutting you up like a butcher cuts up a chicken into two pieces. Society says you always have to "be a man," always be tough, hard, and in control, and throw away the CORAZON DE MAMACITA. Then, maybe, if you're LUCKY, you can get back the CORAZON DE MAMACITA by getting with a girl who has a good CORAZON DE MAMACITA herself.

Meanwhile, LA VERGA DE PAPA is definitely happening too, and that can be a problem. LA VERGA DE PAPA is all about saying "NO!" You always have to say no to LA VERGA, in order to keep society happy. (Until you're casado, of course!) If you mix them up...if you cuddle some little boy with CORAZON DE MAMACITA and LA VERGA DE PAPA comes out...then there's gonna be trouble. You might end up with a little boy bleeding from the butt-hole, and nobody wants that. And don't give me the innocent little kid routine.
You look down at Sr. Cinnamon Churro, and you know he's a dog who doesn't care about hurting people, once he gets going. Screaming "I would never hurt kids!" is the sign of a pedophile WHO DOESN'T KNOW SHIT. If you can't control your heart from LOOKING, PITYING, WANTING TO CUDDLE A BOY, -- which is EASY -- then how can you possibly control LA VERGA, which IS THE HARDEST THING FOR ANY MAN TO CONTROL? No way. Thing is like an electric drill, man. BUZZZZZ!~ Imagine somebody taking an electric drill and drilling holes in your boyf, and saying all along, "I would never hurt kids!" That's how pedophilia is when it's BAD.


I have drawn up this Handy Moral Chart, which you can cut out and paste on your computer:

Good Ninja:
Talking honestly about feelings
Not lashing out at people who talk nasty to you
Recognizing CORAZON DE MAMACITA & VERGA DE PAPA when they come up.
Controlling those forces and using them appropriately.

Bad Ninja:
Burping
Showing your belly-button
"Oh, I just went with my FEELINGS. STUFF JUST HAPPENED, YOU KNOW?"


---Didaskalos