Hey Youth!
Yup - ur not the only one out there who is attracted to girls. And yes, its actually been a while for me where the thought of anything boy on boy sexual stuff is exactly what you said "gross".

For me though, I find it hard sometimes to be with girls because at my age, most of the girls that I like get pretty far into relationships pretty quick - its just the way things are. Except I'm not really so much into that - I'd rather take it slower (who knows, maybe its from my caution that I use around relations with boys ... who knows). But ya, it opens up a whole nother world, doesn't it! Happy for ya.

BUT ... if you are still thinking about a relationship with that guy as strongly as you were a half week ago, then you will definitely have to excersise some caution and make sure that you are truthful to both him and yourself before any relation gets going to far (you said the sexual attraction was fading - not whether you still wanted to be in a "relationship" - meaning more than good friends - or not). Just give things some time - obviously you are going through changes and its probably best not to do anything too serious before you understand those changes.

Anyways, great to hear you're having a great week! Talk to ya soon!

Graces of God,
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