What you are proposing is, and has been for a long time, been an available option, and is often refered to as 'chemical castration'. It is employed on repeat rapists. Most of the drugs that can be used for this lower testosterone leves, and thus sex drive, and that effect will wear off after stopping treatment (well, after a month or so). But, we need testosterone for many other things, for instance: ambition, hope, desire to live, building muscle, repairing damaged tissues, keeping a healty immune system, keeping our digestive system working, and many more things, all of which suffer under this treatment, and not all of these functions return fully if treatment is stopped, especialy after a long time. The other types of drugs have equally damaging side effects, such that it is often debated weather it is a humane treatment even for the worst rapists.

I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemies, and I have one or two that'd I'd walk by if they were dying by the side of the road and not feel guilty.

I'd get actually castrated before letting that happen to me.

So, no, this is not a good option, or even a beneficial train of thought for us. There is no magic pill that can lift this cross from our backs. The sooner you can accept that, the sooner you can start actually dealing with the realities of your life as a boylover.

Love in Christ,
~CSL