Sometimes Cat writes some poetry.

This one is a bit dark... I warn you now. It reflects the mood I often get in when I'm feeling trapped in my feelings of attraction.

A Vampire's Lament.

I want to walk out in the light
But every time I wake up its still night
and when I try to sleep I dream
and then the nightmares make me scream.

I have a will to walk with you alone
But when I walk that's when they come
and they all ask to touch and play
and then to suck all their blood away.

I'm tortured by this waking dream
haunted by cherubs all who seem
less innocent to me than all
the grusome monsters they'll become.

I just wish that I could breath
to hope in all that I believe
But I am drowning in the blood
of all the boys I'm dreaming of.





Cat.