Well, from what I read, it kinda makes me wonder what was in the uneditted posts. I'm sure you are not going to listen to me or belive what I say because you are "enthralled," but I'll say it anyway. You are headed for a big fall at warp speed and your YF is going to suffer in the aftermath. If he indeed turns out to be gay, he needs to find that out with someone his own age, NOT YOU!!!!!! You are probably confusing him because he is still trying to sort out the difference between love, sex, and raging hormones at this point in his life.

If you do not put this relationship back on a purely PLATONIC level, like yesterday, you will be asking us in a few weeks, or months at the most, how you can put your shattered life back together, not to mention your YF's shattered life.

If I was there in person, I would want to do what Cher did in "Moonstruck" and slap you across the face and yell, "SNAP OUT OF IT!!!!" This may sound harsh, but believe me when I say that I am saying this with love. I don't want you and your YF to go theu the pain I see in store for you. You are headed for it like a speeding freight train with no brakes.

Dakota