Imagine having to go to the dentist to get a root canal done, knowing he has run out of any kind of medicine to help with the pain. THAT is how nervous I was all day long wendsday. ALL DAY LONG! But then I was determined to talk to my landlord, so I did. I promised my pastor I would and I did. All I can say is...thank you everyone for your prayers. It went quite well.

I decided not to get into the whole BL issue, and rather just tell him about my addiction to online pornography. And I told him that it was so bad that at one time I had even gotten into the illegal kind. But I told him that the stuff I had looked at with his computer wasn't really even pornography, but it wasn't the kind of thing he would normally be looking at, either. That was all he wanted to know about it, and he said he wasn't worried about me and forgave me for what I did. He asked me if I thought maybe it would be a good idea if he put a block or something to keep me from accessing his computer, and I told him that if that made him feel better, then by all means. But I promised him that I would never go near it again...a promise I know I will keep.

I am going to talk to him sometime in the very near future about clearing out the stuff that might be in there...whatever it might be. I didn't download anything so I don't know. But knowing him he might have already done it. He has a really bad flu bug right now and is quite ill, so I am going to wait for a while to talk with him again.

Anyway, thank you to everyone who prayed for me. I really appreciate it.

With Love,
Chris