Hey Guys,

i just wanted to give you guys a little hello, and tell you whats going on, just incase anyone is concerned about me or just wondering. Well, my Christmas was good, I got my Nintendo Wii! (only because my mother is so amazing) and in fact, my YF is upstairs playing it now, and its a hoot! Anyway, me and him have gotten really close, but nothing..... to risky shall i say, becasue we are never alone, but he curls up next to me when we sleep, and even asks me what kind ogf gym shorts he wants me to wear. [edit] but when we were "flirting" one night, (i can't think of another word) in bed, he wanted to stop, even though it was dark, and his brother couldn't see us, he was afraid he might find out, and that his brother might resent him. I asked him if he was going to live like that, and always be what others want him to be. He said i was right. But he was afraid of being gay. I told him; that shouldn't scare him a bit. We have serious conversations, i told him, no matter what desesions he makes in life, I won't think any less of him.

He told me that i REALLY was his best friend, and that he loved me, and he curled up and laid warmly next to me. [edit] I love this kid very much.