Hey Chris!
I really don't have much to say to that except that I really feel for you. I may not have ever experienced what you are going through, so it is hard for me to relate, but thinking of loosing what I have is pain enough. But really, because of that, you have been able to experience a part of christmas that I may never get to. You get the opportunity to really see the gold in people's hearts who open up their lives and families to you - who are really being Jesus to this world. I hope you have a great Christmas, and really, enjoy the awesome things God has placed in your life (as I'm sure you already do). May God give YOU peace and much joy on this wonderful occasion when we remember the birth of His most Holy Son, Jesus.

Graces of God,
Deliverance