I would give anything to be healed of my sexual attraction to boys. I would dearly love to have the warm feelings I have for boys without the sexual lust lurking just below the surface.

Close friends of mine have a large family, both boys and girls. I love them all. But I find I am more comfortable showing affection to the girls. I would love to show more affection to the boys, but I am always wondering if I want to be affectionate because I love them or because I am attracted to them. With the girls, I can kind of "let myself go" and not have to wonder. I know I would never be inappropriate with the boys, but I hate to have this uncertainty about my motivations.

Dakota