Slow down there Romeo. You sound like every other teenage boy who has ever had a crush. Just be careful, yes with that boy, but with yourself too. Part of your post sounds like part of a porn scene. In your mind you've made it into something that isn't real. Funny thing is, reality is perminant. Fantasies are not.

You say that you love this kid. I believe you when you say you feel that way. But what is love? Is it that sugar-rush feeling you get?

Good things take time and patience to develop. Sort of like the discipline of putting part of your paycheck into a savings account. Sure, it's fun to go out and blow every paycheck, but what do you get for it?

This kid likes you because you give him the attention he craves. Don't do a bait and switch on him because it's what you want and what you might think he wants. He'll probably do anything you say because you pay attention to him. Don't take advantage of that for your own gain. You say you love him? Prove it.