I'll just freshen this place up with a little bit of Youth.

Since CBLF went down, until now, that little time period, i have met a wonderful YF. I don't know how to really describe him. He is just wonderful, and cute, very physical, funny, wonderful smile, loves to cuddle, loves to draw, loves video games. Everything I can imagine in a boy, he's got.

He is fourteen and resembles nothing of a man, he is all boy. And in the past few weeks, we have become, very close, closer than most of you would heed confortable, but I have not done anything that i regret.

Though with are relationship growing stronger, and the sexual tensions that he has displayed to me, that all could change momentarily.

And on that day I will have to make a chioce between the darkness and the light. But Im not here to bombard you guys with my problems. All thats happened is that we get touchy sometimes, and the last time i saw him he told me he loved me. Tomorrow he and i are going to feed the homeless. I look foward to spending time with him. As I thinking about him is what gets me up in the morning.

Guys, thank God for your young friends. Whether how close, or how distant, how intimate, or how casual. Be thankful for them.

Youth, out.