... you are simply crazy! Been playing around with a few too many black stones, if you know what I mean ...

Lol, naw, just kidden. Actually, I don't even know what I meant by that last statement, so ya ... maybe I'm crazy.

Actually, I'd say that everyone here is crazy. Even more actually (I think thats the 3rd so far), everyone in the world is crazy in this regard. I think its quite normal to act differently around people in whome we have varying levels of trust. Just think about how people act around their wives. Do you think they would act that way around a super model that they barely know?

While this could be seen as an extreme example, I think it demonstrates what it needs. That person is clearly more comfortable around their wife and will thus let their whole self be known. By the super model, that person would likely feel very intimidated and uncomfortable, and will thus be cautious of what they let show - which often results in shyness, or atleast a person being portrayed who they really aren't.

Its the very same for many of us here, likely including you. We act differently around boys than we do other adults. That much is certain. But the cause of that is much less clear, and only determining the cause will tell us when you are your true self.

Lets assume for argument's sake that you are most yourself when you are by the people you trust most. In that case, if you trust boys more than anything, then you are your true self around boys. But if boys end up intimidating you, then you are likely not your true self around boys, even if you are intimidated in a different way by adults. The result is that you would really have 3 personalities: your true self (which God and you only know), the person you are around boys, and the person you are around adults.

Considering this, that test is flawed, but it is flawed for all people. The test could have one of two objectives, which will determine what answer you give. 1)Show who you really are or 2) show who you are in public - which in both cases you give suitable answers.

All of what I wrote probably didn't do anything useful, but I hope it cleared up any form of self denial or need to go see a shynk for symptoms of skitzofremia (horrible spelling, I know).

Anyways, great to be back!
Graces of God,
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