Lol, thanks, Blackstone, for filling in for me as I was the last person to realize the board is back.

Ugly boys? They don't exist :)

To answer your question, there's nothing special about boys that isn't special about all people. I do have a few theories about why I favor them though:

* I was a boy once, and I sort of miss those days. I see a carefree part of myself in boys - part of me that hasn't been jaded by the pressures of the world and time. Maybe that's why I enjoy relationships with them - they keep me young.

* I grew up around boys - I didn't have any sisters. I've never really been immersed in the world of girls, so I guess it's a copout that I'm not comfortable with them - but I am making an effort.

* When I was young and still in the "experimental" phase, I was put off by how women exploited themselves for sex in the media. It felt dirty. It just didn't seem right to me. But, I was going through puberty and had to do something about it (well, I didn't have to, but you know...). Back then I was attracted to everything that moved. Having never "been" with another real person, I suppose the connection to women was never made. Perhaps it will be someday though.

* In my first, um, dream I was a girl bunny, and... we raised rabbits on our farm, and I watched them go at it. I wondered why the female rabbits put up with the dude rabbits. I guess I found out in that dream. Don't ask me why - dreams don't make sense.

* I was watching a nature program about sex. It seems that we're naturally drawn to young, beautiful partners because they tend to be genetically more fit for reproduction - but that doesn't explain the male element. And I'm definitely not attracted to men - at all.

* One thing that I find very attractive (in women too) is a gentle character with the potential of great strength. That's exactly what boys are from my perspective.

* I guess what it comes down to is that boys are safe because we understand them.

So... no jokes about the bunnies. It was just a dream, and it wasn't my choice of dreams.

It's interesting to remember that I would have sexual fantasies when I was in first grade. It wasn't the adult version, but it had me distracted enough from my school work that my parents were concerned. I prefered to daydream instead of work. I remember doing it in third grade too.

What odd minds we have...