For a very long time now I have had little to no contact with boys. It's been about ten years. Mostly because of all the legal trouble I got into ten years ago and was placed on the sex offender list. You know, that really does something to a person's mind. I have been nervous and self conscious whenever I've been around any kids, especially boys, and ESPECIALLY boys that I really like. Well, perhaps this is finally beginning to turn around for me a little. Without giving a lot of details, there is a young teen boy in my church who I have been encouraging with his music and now his acting. I think he kind of likes me a little...maybe...hopefully...I don't know. But at least I have begun to relax a little when I am around him or his younger siblings and can talk to them like a somewhat normal human being. This is a big step for me, believe me.