It's not easy, I know!

I, personally, don't believe these attractions are from God ... or from the devil, for that matter (at least, not directly). I believe, when sin entered into this world, so did brokenness, and God's prefect design for human sexuality was thrown off course. It didn't catch Him by surprise, and He allowed it to happen, but He didn't DESIGN for it to happen. We are all broken in one way or another, and for you and I, our attraction to boys is one of those ways. It can be difficult to deal with, but God gives us grace as we trust Him. He loves us very much and, I believe, He also grieves with us over the hurt and struggles we have to face.

Hang in there! It may be difficult to believe, but it does get easier. In Him, there is hope!

Blessings,
Rainboy