My wife was also on this camp and, while there, several things happened:

The connection between her and I was warmed up again to the point that we are now pursuing closeness again after a long spell of her wanting distance.
She and I had a wonderful time together at camp and it was a super refreshing way to start off our year.

The other thing was that she and my yf are getting closer. She likes him almost as much as I do now. It was time for all of us to be together in what I believe was a very appropriate context for a man/boy relationship.

I honestly don't believe I was feeding my flesh on unnatural and in ordinate passion. I was working on building genuine love and faith with my family and my church community.

Blessings
Cat.