today were snowed in etc which left me with plenty of thinking time.


The painful thing is he lives so near, hes at home and i have no reason to really contact him, without raising an eyebrow maybe.

my day was to be honest very mundane and somewhat stale ... i then started to dream.

I dreamt that my yf who lives only 2 miles from me phoned me up to come round for a snowball fight, then some hot chocolate infront of the fire place watching a dvd in the dark. He was curled up close to me with his head resting on my chest. My arms cuddling him , his arms interlocking with mine.We were so peaceful and happy within each others company.

how perfect the day could have been ? .....

i dreamed a dream ....