Amen to that prayer and those sentiments bro.

I want to live holy and pure with the boys Daddy has gifted into my life... gosh I love them so much.

From another prespective...
I struggle with this word "defilement" (I know it's quite biblical) and that worries me a bit.

It is hard for me to see my romantic/sexual inclinations as corrupt... inpure... defiling. I'd much rather imagine a romantic/sexual relationship with a boy as a loving, wholesome, wonderful, pure thing.

I can live comfortably with "unholy" and therefore forbidden... I just don't like seeing it as "dirty".

Is that bad?

Blessings
Cat.