your optimism. I really don't. It's just one pile of crap after another.
It's pretty bad when someone really wants to die. I want to die. I don't want to harm or kill myself however, don't get the two confused. I just wake up and go to bed everyday. My only friend is busy all the time. My brother basically hates me, my mom just doesn't care, and my room mate is about the most annoying person in all creation.

And that I say with confidence.