I agree totally. I'm not totally positive about whether or not God created me to be a BL. But that's only because I don't really think about it much. I don't think it really matters that much. I am what I am and I don't think God is going to change my attractions.

I think it would be hard to say, "Yes, I would do it." Because I simply have no clue who I would be if I weren't a boylover. I can't even imagine what it's like to be attracted to girls. And if I hadn't gone through all the fire that God allowed me to go through, would I be where I am now, in relation to where I stand with Him? I don't think so.